lunar-rose

To Fall By: Alyssa Granger I met my demise with fear in my eyes my sword loosend in my hand so I sucked it up and relied on luck To play forth on fates demand the dance was quick and so I slipped To fall down in Deaths Embrace The fall was long my fear was gone I fell short of winning that race

HERO The dawn now sinks fast As I run from my past The past that haunts me The past that taunts me The past that gave me this task ahead When all I want to do is hide in bed I never wanted to be a hero But I can't stand to be a zero Now the world rest on me For the now future remains to be seen After that who knows what will be All I know is that I will never be… me.

A thousand years have gone by A thousand live have to die A thousand tears have been shed A thousand drops of blood have bled A thousand wishes have been wished A thousand kisses have been kissed A thousand minds have gone insane A thousand people deal with pain A thousand animals fall today A thousand birds fly away A thousand people fall by the way side A thousand others run and hide A thousand people surround you A thousand people ignore what you do They don't want to know They don't want to see How you rip and tear at me You cut me down You rip me apart Then turn around and rip out my heart But you wont let m

*****************Words******************** I made the cut you made the burn And yet you're with me at every turn You shear my skin with every glide I run from you at every tide You spill my blood You never pay You live to see another day You take my heart And tear it apart And yet never outwardly leave you mark "Do you know what you to me?" "Why can't see what you do to me?" As I start to fall apart You look at me with a start "What happened to you?" you will ask You don't even realize you own complete task Why don't you know? Why don't you see? That you have destroyed everything that is me

Daddy Dear Daddy, Daddy why are you never here unless mommy calls you? You never came to any of my concerts, recitals, or any thing like that. I know I don't do much but when I do your never there to see it. I wish you were because I try so hard to make you proud of me, but it never seems to work like you can't get too excited or you'll break. You only called me once to see how I was doing and the only reason that happened was because J was in the bathroom. Some times when I think about it I start to cry. It just hurts so much that it feels like my heart is trying to break and spill a river of tears and sobs. I try to be strong like you wa

Earth In the morning before the earths dawn I look down to the space beyond I mourn the loss and yet I rejoice at the gain Do these feelings come only with pain? I lose a part of myself and then I take another Like the eternal fight with my brother Gain and loss Loss and gain Will any of us ever be sane? Order and chaos Chaos and order I make this planet now I'm not sure how But this will release the pain This will be my cane This is going to be my might Through the endless battle Through the forever fight So that there will never be forever night

Mother why is it that every thing I do is wrong am I really that stupid to you why is it I get ridiculed for every little mistake I make I may do it over and over again but that's the only way I learn no one has ever really shown me how to do any thing I had to learn one my own and you what to know why I don't help because you either don't want it or I do it wrong so of course the idiot has to be push aside and you feel the need to do it your self. Well you know what I'm tired of it I'm tired of wanting to go somewhere and die every time you don't approve because that is to many times to count. Please don't thing of this as a betrayal its n

Mom Why do you hate me? Am I allowed to be mad? Will you ever seem to care? Will you ever feel any thing towards me besides anger? Am I allowed to help you with out you getting mad? Do I ever do any thing right? Why do you say I don't care? Has it ever crossed your mind that it is hard for me too most of the time? Am I just one big mistake to you? Am I just one big burden to you? Do you just want me to leave like dad did? I can do that for you, you know. I can just leave and you would never have to see me again. If that's what you want, then that's what you'll get Love Your little girl